In their room, they have a safe with ALL of their questionable medications, including my Focalin. I have attempted to open it before, but I haven't tried more than two codes at a time.
When they left, I was curious. It had been a month since the last time I tried to break into it, so I thought "Why not?"
My curiousity was rewarded!!!! It wasn't locked!
Let's see the fruits of my labor
LOTS of IR Focalin(I rarely use it, I usually only use ER)
Hydrocodone
Oxycodone
Gabapentin
Methocarbamol
Promethazine
I'm am not sure of the abuse possibilities of the last two, but research is underway!
Yes, I know pharms like those are addictive and dangerous.
But my moods have been spiraling out of control even with the Lexapro, so I am ready to have some fun.
Foodwise, I have been a pig. A cow. A whale.
I have been relying on my Focalin to deter my appetite, but the only time that actually happens is when I take more than I am supposed to.(I might try to convince my psych to get me on Adderall instead.)
I have 200 caffeine pills arriving my mail soon, so that might help with my Coke Zero addiction!! xD
Oh, and my last bit of news: I'm out of therapy! The rest of my family isn't, tho. Lol.
I love all of you! And, since I'd hate to be a hypocrite, good luck on your weight loss goals!
~~~Wren
Good luck on yours too!
ReplyDeleteI don't mean to be a buzz kill but it's super concerning that you're trying to abuse the meds. If you're swinging all over even with the Lexapro then you really should talk to your doctor or therapist. Abusing things can lead to even more swings and even more problems. I really would hate for that to be the path you go down. Be kind to yourself.
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