During the sleepover with my friend, I never went to sleep. Instead, while she slept, I curled up in a ball on a chair and stared at this little blinking red light until the sun came up.
Way too many nights of my life are spent that way.
I just had to take the trash out, and I swear something was there. I sliced my bare feet up sprinting across rocks for the house.
I haven't taken my Lexapro in a few days, and in return I have been severely suicidal. It has been all I really thought about these last few days.
I'm worried I'll actually follow through with it.
Today has been a binge/purge day. My stomach really hurts right now.
I think I am gonna take a few pills and try to sleep.
Yeah, that sounds like a good idea.
<3 Wren
You gotta stay on your pills dear. You can't just quit cold turkey like that. It messes with the chemicals in your brain.
ReplyDeleteI can relate to hating the dark. I was afraid of it until I was about 17 or 18. Seems childish probably. It wasn't until I was 22, like the beginning of this year, that I was able to turn them off and not have any music playing. I can relate. Please take care of yourself.
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