I heard this song a few days ago, and I couldn't freaking figure out what it was, so I looked over the entire Shrek franchise soundtrack because I could've sworn it was there, but I never found it. I did, however, rediscover the Eels. Just a random fact.
Remember last post last week, about wanting to recover? Screw that. All in all, my week sucked and I've been majorly depressed. The brightest point in my week was when I dragged my lazy, fat ass out of bed and ran for 30 minutes. I would've kept running till I collapsed, but I didn't want my parents to come home and catch me on the treadmill.
On Monday, I weighed 166. Today, I weigh 162. I gained this weight and now I need to get rid of it. So, I joined MyFitnessPal.
Hmm... Other interesting things that happened this week are: I tried laxatives for the first time. I can tell that it would be all too easy for me to make a habit of it. I felt so great afterwards.... Crap.
I saw my therapist again, and we had a pretty honest talk. Well, I left out the purging I have done every day, and the laxatives, but other than that fairly honest. She's nice.
Thank you all for your lovely comments :) and, for probably the 20th time on this blog, so sorry I never respond back or comment!
Hope everyone here is having a lovely week
<3 Wren
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I'm sorry your week has been rough. My week has been meh too. Please be careful if you get into the habit of using lax. They can really mess you up internally. I don't you to get hurt.
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-Emma
I'm sorry that your week has been tough. But I do agree with Emma, be careful about using the laxatives. Especially if you're purging. I don't want you to get hurt either. Xx
ReplyDeleteI hope things start looking up for you, soon. If only a little bit. Xx <3