It has been a while since I posted, but my rents are keeping a close eye on me and suspect something.
I realized that some of you probably think I am an ungrateful little bitch. I have a loving family and very little abuse or mistreatment in my life. And here I am, ranting about it. I am so sorry to everyone who has experienced that; I really hope you don't hate me too much.
I am too scared to weigh myself. Family came over recently, so with my family it means eating. On Tuesday I managed to not eat until late, when I splurged at the mall, and the other days were those wonderful purging sort.
Today is better. I feel a bit more in control, and have been very careful about eating. Breakfast was about one and a half square inches of cornbread(the rest of the piece was stuffed in a napkin as I chatted with my Grandma), and lunch consisted of a small side salad.
I haven't faced snack yet, and we have freaking homeade cheesecake at home, but I feel stronger today.
Thank you for staying with me :)
<3 Wren
Ummm you have homemade cheesecake at home and you haven't eaten it all already? Haha! You're better than me!!
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