Losing but Winning

Hello out there, and welcome to my blog!

Today, I am in a super good mood :)

I have dropped 1.5 lbs from yesterday!!! I almost screamed I was so happy! I am so sick of my body and my horrible self-control, and it seems like my binging days are finally going away! So fuck off, Mia! I don't need food. Just seeing that number drop fills me up :)

I realized that I really need to start exercising more xD

I have a sport that I do for two hours twice a week, and it burns between 1000-1400 depending on the drills we do, but it's not gonna last me forever. I do walk to and from school everyday, but it's a short walk. Maybe I can start jogging? 

Wellll, so far I have eaten:                  109

1/2 Grapefruit juiced                          30

Black coffee                                      4

1/2 small apple                                  40

2 tortilla chips                                   11

1 tsp cheese sauce                             9

Various veggies(olive, lettuce, etc)     15 

I find it somewhat amusing that I ate more calories from fruit than from the unhealthy stuff. It's a strange feeling, but a good one nonetheless :)

Update                                

Soup                                      110

Bread                                     68

Hot Cocoa                             115

Chocolate                               65

Total eaten for today:                       467

I couldn't help it.. :( I felt so disgusting and like I had an iron ball in my stomach, so I did purge some, roughly 150 calories.

Total burned:                                    1206

Net:                                                  -739

Keep working <3

~Wren